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December 16, 2011 I lost my Best Friend.
DJ was my rock for 10 1/2 years. I know it was 2 months ago but i am still having a very difficult time with this. We got Jayda because I truly think she will help the grieving process. But, I will never replace my golden girl. I think about her every night when I go to sleep but, it is a lot harder then i ever thought it would be. It was so sudden she was fine one day and the next I was visiting her at the vets and she couldn't pick her head up. I truly blame myself. If i wouldn't of pushed her in obedience, agility, rally, and agility maybe she would't of been so stressed. All I can think about is getting that phone call 5 minutes after I picked myself up off the floor after crying in her scruff for 2 ours telling me that she has passed. I keep thinking what if I would of stayed longer or wouldn't of gone at all. . . would she of kept hanging on? I just do not know what to do.
Dj Rest in Peace Baby
DJ was my rock for 10 1/2 years. I know it was 2 months ago but i am still having a very difficult time with this. We got Jayda because I truly think she will help the grieving process. But, I will never replace my golden girl. I think about her every night when I go to sleep but, it is a lot harder then i ever thought it would be. It was so sudden she was fine one day and the next I was visiting her at the vets and she couldn't pick her head up. I truly blame myself. If i wouldn't of pushed her in obedience, agility, rally, and agility maybe she would't of been so stressed. All I can think about is getting that phone call 5 minutes after I picked myself up off the floor after crying in her scruff for 2 ours telling me that she has passed. I keep thinking what if I would of stayed longer or wouldn't of gone at all. . . would she of kept hanging on? I just do not know what to do.
Dj Rest in Peace Baby
