Sad to say that the runt kitten didn't make it this morning...he was doubtful from the start but we were hopeful that he would pull through, he seemed real weak all night last night and didn't want to eat at all, I kinda figured he would be having his last moments with us but I didn't want to tell anyone and speak it into existance.
I was gonna pull him out and separate him from the rest but when I took the rest away from him he started to cry out so I put them back with him because they were all he knew and I didn't want his last memories to be stressful.
Even though we knew one may not make it this will come as bad news to the wife and older boy my daughter is too young to realise. As for me I've been crying for a good hour and he only came Sunday.
I can't help thinking that the people that dumped the are just getting on with their life as if nothing had ever happened but that is probably unfair of me.
His last days were that of comfort and love from the whole family and at least he had that.
It just goes to we bear a great responcibiltiy for the lives we hold in our hands.
On a person level I guess this is my way of having a ceremony for the little guy that nobody ever knew existed except you and me.
Good bye little one
