I cant express how much it hurts to have you put to sleep honey but the vet told me you'd only suffer. I miss you every time i take Breeze for a walk, it makes me cry to know you where hurting.
i miss you soooooo much babe and Breeze misses you too, she always looks for you on our walks and whines. i'm heartbroken you never got to live longer. I'm glad you got to romp around with Breeze your true dobie friend and Spud your other little mate.
sorry for not replying earlier, but as you can imagine i'm still missing and hurting from losing Alpha.
it all happened very quickly, i took the dobes to a new park with my sister and her dog Spud. At the time i didnt realise that the park wardens had put poison down to combat the vermin around the park. Alpha being a greedy dog had obviously eaten some of it and had gotten vey ill soon after we got home. She was rushed to the vets who tried and tried over the next day or so but unfortunately she was too far gone.
needless to say i will not be re-visiting that park or letting Breeze anywhere out of my sight.
it has made me very weary of what the Dogs are doing on their walks and i now watch Breeze like a hawk. I still miss her like mad, she had such a bad start in her little lfe (sorry im crying again), i only hope she enjoyed being with me and being spoilt in the little time i got to know her.
awww I know it takes a long time to be able to be able to deal with a loving friend to physically not be there anymore. When my dice was put down I was so sad and had to be careful when and what I talked about at the risk of starting to cry...at work...or school...or whereever I mentioned something about Dice for a good 2 years and I still cry at times talking about it.
I wish places like parks would post if they spray with chemicals recently or at all...one time I took a walk to the local baseball park and was walking around with Duchess then when I realized I havent seen one single dandelion in the grass I decided to walk on the concrete. We don't spray our yard with anything...I don't understand why people do...I'd rather be healthy and low maitenance then to have a flat yard of green grass. We have alot of clover in our front yard...and my mom said the neighbors will probably call and complain...but she said its a good sign that you have clover or something.
Especially with some of our dobes that are fans of eating grass...mulch...dirt...etc...that it would be nice to be warned about the conditions of grass...and mulch...
It takes time, but I hope you feel better and keep an eye on Breeze like you said everything will be fine. Im positive she enjoyed her life with you and loves you more than anything. feel better