Thank you for sharing your story and so sorry to hear about your loss. My family and I have been through this recently and it hasn't been easy. It's been a month and a half since Alpha passed away but the pain hasn't really subsided. It's great to have an outlet here on Doberman Talk and even if it's just a little bit, I hope it has helped you to write the story out, just as it has helped me.

There just are no words. Only time can heal the pain. Remember the good, you were both lucky to have shared the time together.