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post #1 of 15 (permalink) Old 07-04-2006, 07:20 PM Thread Starter
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Bowie's Shake Your Love v DRU "Willow"

This morning, Willow, my failed foster from DRU (Doberman Rescue, Unlimited), was released from her pain in my arms.

Willow (Bowie's Shake Your Love v DRU) came home with me exactly 8 months ago, on a cold NH morning. It had been a little over a month after I had lost Mya (a hound mix), and I missed having two dogs in the house. Introductions could not have gone better at the time - Bowie and Willow were fine with each other and home she came.

Willow quickly proved that she wasn't an easy dog to love - she had been in two homes before being dropped off in a shelter in NY - but she grew on all of us. Her trepidation and fear in the house quickly became apparent - she would try her best to be in any other room but the one you were in - often secluding herself somewhere so quietly that noone could find her. She would crawl into your bed when you were gone, but run as soon as you came in the room, shaking. She tried to sleep in closets and eventually claimed my bathroom as her throne, complete with her leopard print bed and her elephant pillow - the only toy she would ever play with. I would often wake up early in the morning to the sound of her tossing this pillow around...

Willow was ncredibly fearful of the camera, and one flash would send her running to the bathroom to hide. Her fear also included expens and plastic bags. She also was barely housebroken - never understanding what it meant to ask to go outside, and if you were not around she would simply go where she was.

Willow's limp became more and more pronounced as time came on, and it became clear that it wasn't Wobbler's, which was the original thought. However she seemed to manage the pain well with acupuncture and chiropractics. Gradually she began to spend some time with us, enjoying walks and keeping everyone in their place. All progress we had made however came spiralling down when I lost my heart male Dobe Bowie, on April 4, 2006 (a mere 5 months after bringing her home) - the stress and sheer pain I felt was mirrored in Willow's behavior, as she spent literally 4 days hiding in the bathroom from me. I tried to reach her, but it took a long time... and we both needed someone in the house.

Three short weeks later, we took the trip back up to DRU and came home with a big blue male puppy - Willow tolerated him and even deigned sometimes to play - her royal highness enjoyed romping around and playing biteyface, quick to correct Rah whenever he bothered her (which was often!). She became a new dog - she was out sleeping in the living room, she asked to go for walks, and she enjoyed the presence of some happiness in both our lives. With that happiness came great pain though - her lameness becamse worse, and the pain control we had wasn't cutting it - Just three short weeks after Rah came home, Willow could not bear weight on that leg and radiographs revealed the reason - she had osteosarcoma.

Willow had her left front leg amputated on May 19th, and she handled that with grace and poise - she was not held back by only having three legs. Ten hours after surgery she was up and standing, demanding to be pet and enjoying having personal slaves at the vet school at her beck and call. She came home and defied me by doing stairs just 4 days after surgery - and on day 5, she played. Yes, folks - my tripod doberman with the big mean incision (54 staples) that covered her entire chest - brought that big blue puppy into the living room and MADE him play with her... and they fell in love all over again. Willow was a natural tripod- handling stairs, walks, and even trying to jump in and out of my car. She enjoyed wrestling with Rah daily and even managed to eat big raw meaty bones with only one front leg. She ran and chased other dogs,

Our world came crashing in when on her recheck to clear her for chemo - the chest metastases that we had hoped were just artifacts on the radiographs became clear that they were no such thing - Willow's cancer was back with a vengeance all over her chest. We enjoyed the remaining three weeks, and just 10 days ago Willow sat on the beach gazing out at the Long Island Sound - she waded in the water, she enjoyed the sand, and yes, she tried to escape (tripods CAN run fast!).

I am glad we had that day 10 days ago - since then, Willow has slowly faded. Four days ago her breathing became labored and she started coughing up some blood, and she hadn't eaten much since then, only nibbled on some treats. This morning, the light had gone from her eyes and she collapsed twice trying to go outside. So we went for one last walk - the brave girl rallied all her strength and came when the jingle of her collar and leash called her - and she walked slowly outside and onto the grass, and was helped into my car.

No, she wasn't an easy dog to love - but I loved her none-the-less. No matter what size hole she filled 8 months ago, she left an equally big one this morning.
May you never be in pain again, and may you always have another dog to boss around.
Run fast Willow, and catch up to Bowie. And BOTH of you - wait for me.










Bowie's Here Comes the Boom! UD BN RN TKP WAC CGC
Katwalk Calm Like a Bomb UDX OM1 PCD GN BN TKP CD-C CGC
Bowie's Atomic Bomb NW1 TKI
ARCHX Bowie's Semper Fidelis v DRU, UD ASCA-CDX CDX-H D-CD RE RL1X RL2X RL3 ATT WAC TT CGC VC FFX-OG
Beja's Bombs Away v Bowie, CD ASCA-CD CD-H BN RN NA NAJ RL1 WAC ATT YTT PTT CGC CHIC#71265
Bowie's Modern Love RN CGC
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more beatings, less love!
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Awww Doberkim Im so sorry to hear that. How old was she? Your so strong and what you do for these dobes is very special to everyone, and especially them.

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Kim,
I'm in tears. I'm so sorry that you've lost another beloved Doberkid, especially so close on the heels of loosing Bowie. You are a saint to love and care for those that nobody else wanted. Willow knew love and happiness with you (probably only with you, in fact). God love you for doing what few others do.
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I am so sorry to hear about your loss again.

Rest In Peace Willow............

"I talk to him when I'm lonesome like,
and I'm sure he understands.
When he looks at me so attentively,
and gently licks my hands;
Then he rubs his nose on my tailored clothes,
but I never say naught thereat,
For the good Lord knows I can buy more clothes,
but never a friend like that!"

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You know that the growling is just his way to assert his dominance and attempt to control the world, don't cha???? It's caused by his brain growing faster and larger than his skull, be very careful, he could snap at any second now!!!! :-)
Classic.....


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RIP my sweet Princess.
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So sorry to hear of your loss, Doberkim.

You have had more than your share of grief lately.

Willow was lucky to have found you, someone who cared about her welfare enough to do all the things you did.
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Thanks guys - this especially hits hard since this is the third dog I have lost in 9 months -
Mya in 10/05 to spontaneous pneumothorax secondary to a lung mass
Bowie in 4/06 to DCM
and now
Willow.

Willow was born on 5/23/97 - she was just over 9 years old.


Bowie's Here Comes the Boom! UD BN RN TKP WAC CGC
Katwalk Calm Like a Bomb UDX OM1 PCD GN BN TKP CD-C CGC
Bowie's Atomic Bomb NW1 TKI
ARCHX Bowie's Semper Fidelis v DRU, UD ASCA-CDX CDX-H D-CD RE RL1X RL2X RL3 ATT WAC TT CGC VC FFX-OG
Beja's Bombs Away v Bowie, CD ASCA-CD CD-H BN RN NA NAJ RL1 WAC ATT YTT PTT CGC CHIC#71265
Bowie's Modern Love RN CGC
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My condolances Kim.... What a hard hit to take expecially after Bowie and Mya. You give these dogs new life and new hope, and they leave you happy to have had what you've given them. You are in my prayers.
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I am sorry to read this Kim. I have tears in my eyes as I read this. You showed Willow happiness and love, something maybe she has never felt before. And in return she shared her love with you. Just be thankful for that...


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With tears in my eyes I hugged my babies today! Some day we will all face this and just the thought hurts so much.

Kim I am sorry that you lost yet another and I agree with everyone else that what you do is wonderful even through all the heartache it brings.
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Kim i echo everyones sentiments above,you are truly a dobie angel sent to give these dogs a little happiness in their lives,God bless you and them.


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That is terrible to hear. She was lucky to know the time and love that she had with you. You do wonderful things for them. They will be there waiting for you. Until then, they will be watching over you.
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So sorry to hear of Willow's passing...
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I am so sorry to hear, and after the year you've had this is unfair and I can't imagine how you get up in the morning. You are an ANGEL to these dogs, don't ever forget that.
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Kim, I am really sorry to hear about Willow. Find peace in knowing that you gave her something that no one ever had.....a loving, safe, home. It sounds like she really came around over the last few months, that is a blessing in itself. We will keep you and Rah in our prayers.
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Deepest sympathy on the loss of your friend. I'll echo what others have said and say that Willow was lucky to have you as a friend as well.

Sometimes those who are hardest to love are the ones who need it the most.

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